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I tried to go for a more structured song, but it failed.


I wish that I knew how you felt
I wouldn't forget you without a doubt

There are so many things I don't know about myself
Can you help me figure them out?
I promise to treat you right
Or maybe I wont, I believe my own lies
End of the show Im sorry thats all folks
I hate the part where we say goodbye

And I hate to say goodbye
And I hate this feeling of uncertainty
It's been following me around all day and night
Oh how I wish I could say I was alright
You probably don't care, it's fine that's fair
I'll go home let me get out of your hair

I've created this character of you in my head
Nothing you can say will bring me back from the dead
I checked out a long time ago
At this point Im just phoning in my lines
Don't tell me I've made this dilemma in my min
Its that time again, end of the show

I love to say goodbye
I can't get rid of this feeling of uncertainty
Its been here so long its become a part of me
Oh how I know that Im not alright
You probably still dont care thats fine
I just came out here to say goodnight

I wish I knew how I felt
I will try to forget you without a doubt


from The Cathartic EP, released September 17, 2016



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